Two words changed my life.  Grace and Surrender.

I looked up my name; Jennifer and it said white wave, white shadow, white light.
I may have not had a cave like Jesus or Buddha, but I went in my own sanctuary. Here I focused on this place and that is all I did for years. It became the very most important thing for me to do; to master myself.
“Inner Beauty is True Beauty” The Self-Realization part is to have your inner beauty be reflected on the outside as it is inside you.  On Earth as it is in Heaven is the achievement of this inner and outer reflection.  For you to see me, I must be me fully within first. Now you see the Christ in Me as me and can then see this in yourself. If I am not connected to God, how can I encourage you to be as you need to see God in You through seeing God in Me.

When a woman or man has endured all that, she knows has far exceeded its due date for liberation; Nature starts singing its divine song like a humming, a call to the Heavens to bring all the elements in harmony because Creation is ready. After the way has been cleared through many trips through the same path; like a weaving of fabric or repetitive brush strokes, the design had to be in perfect alignment with this exact moment. Suddenly, where it has been silent and slow; through Gods passion for creation, the spark is lit and this fire burns an everlasting flame of a love that is felt so deep within that if you have cleared the space within, it will be felt through you as your inner light expands and the love radiates through you it can be felt across the world. This is the moment you realize you are a Divine Being experiencing yourself as a human here on Earth. One.

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The transformation into total oneness is complete and you are officially a new creation, born again in the image of Love. When you say, I am ready, and you truly are ready; you will witness Gods love in ways that will overwhelm your heart with Joy and feelings what you may never be able to put into words. When She is ready, He is already way ahead of her, and you will see all the forces come together to raise you up so you can shine your beauty and be that Love that you were created to be. There is so much beauty inside you, it’s unique, it’s divine and the most beautiful part is, it matches you. When you allow your true beauty to be seen how she wants to be seen, the soul can embrace this feeling of bliss and freedom. The soul can finally experience what it fought so hard for, life as a divine feminine as pure love in form. This is purpose, this is passion, this is truth, this is who and what we are.

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I am a woman who decided to use my voice and speak up for what I believed in; love. truth. peace. freedom. I said YES to my True calling! Everything that I do through my hands and with the sound of my voice is a work of art as everything I touch; I pour love into. This includes my work, my family, myself, my clients, my friends and my community. As an intuitive healer, author, leader, soul coach & compassionate human; I found that my love, knowledge and wisdom of embodying my unique authentic expression is best described as a Self-Mastery Soul Coach with a focus on an Abundance Mindset. I believe in awakening others to remember who they truly are, and building positive relationships through healing our mind, our sense of belonging, our connection with Source, the inner child, our sense of identity and authority, life purpose, and trusting our higher selves by honoring that we, as an individual are THE creator and author of our story and we have the power right now to shift our experience by simply directing our thoughts to what we desire and believing that if we can think it, visualize it and imagine it - then it is done and we can allow ourselves to live a magical, fruitful, stable loving life.

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We all deserve to know the truth that we are Love in form and if we are Love in form, nothing can keep us from being the version of ourselves that our heart tells us we can be. When we believe, we will be able to feel that thought as something tangible and stable in our own hands. And it will be in our hands because we had faith to release the grip of not having it. This is when we know it was all worth it. One tiny prayer may have seemed to not get noticed but then you realize that this tiny prayer grew into something bigger than you could have ever thought of yourself. I can promise you that there is not one prayer, silent or spoken, that is unheard. There is not one tear that is not felt. You may not get the direct reply that it was received; you may not get any answer or reason for decades. It does not matter if you forgot, gave up, or thought it did not matter; one day it’s as if you get a hand delivered message with a letter that is written directly to you and in this letter, is a confirmation that every tear you cried, every prayer you ever had was acknowledged and these are the seeds that were woven into the very life that unfolds right in front of you as you feel this in your heart. You realize that everything in your life connects and in this miracle moment, is when the light is shining in all these areas and suddenly, there is no more pain, no more fear, no more feelings of unworthiness and unbelonging and that there is no purpose for you. Your purpose is revealed. This is when you know there is a Higher Power that has the most beautiful way of crafting the emotions from a tear into a kingdom of Heaven, here on Earth. And this is when you know you belong, and you know that you are loved. And most of all, you are connected to everyone and everything.

 

WHY I CHOOSE TO READ TAROT AND ORACLE CARDS AND HOW I FEEL IT CAN HELP WITH PERSONAL EVOLUTION.

 

 I can’t really remember what made me aware of tarot cards, but it was probably something to do with the yoga teacher training class that I did or the reiki healing. As I was doing more research on it, it woke up a lot of spiritual abilities within me that I didn’t even know existed. I may have had great intuition and a heightened ability to discern truth from a lie but one thing that bothered me but also enlightened me was that I saw the effect it can have on people and our personal and collective realities. That by pulling a card and talking about it, even with us that we had the ability to add a positive or negative experience. It’s the same concept as playing cards like solitaire or rummy but these games have rules, and we know the limitations of these games, so we lose sometimes, and we win sometimes but the rules are the same for everyone.  With so many people making different tarot cards it allows for the original beauty of the Tarot to be illuminated and made conscious but if not used properly can be distorted, misrepresented or misused.  If you have love flowing within, you can expect a magical uplifting soul healing experience that you can trust! There are no preset rules or restrictions in Tarot or Oracle. It is a read or listen at your own risk! I do believe that the Tarot was created initially with pure intent and someone realizing they could be in control of their own energy. Its all biblical and does derive from the only and original written word.  Tarot is just another way or form to express this and has pictures.  Again, I am not saying it is bad. What I am saying is it helped me tremendously with my healing and inner work but I had to learn to not let the cards themselves dictate my future or restrict me from thinking of another experience that even the cards could not reveal to me.

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I was excited that I was able to read my own thoughts with Oracle and Tarot cards and love using them to help others possibly understand the energy that they are encountering. My belief about starting to do tarot and oracle card readings  for others is that  they are going to look at it or pay for it and are really looking for real genuine guidance, I would rather give them REAL guidance and healing which is possibly seeing a negative situation energetically and my being able to assist with creating a positive outcome for them or showing them there are other pathways or areas available to explore. Most importantly, with their input and especially with their consent, transform the energy  to flow in the direction and vision that they are most comfortable with. This is why my clients value me as their go to healer and intuitive reader. I provide the truth and my clients appreciate being shown a deeper understanding of what they are experiencing.  One simple question can lead to an immediate awakening of a part of their awareness that wanted to be discovered and nurtured. Yes, this leaves any reading open for anything but so does thinking. We think all day long and sometimes don’t know how to direct these thoughts because they need a material point as most of the time, the mind Is just trying to form a connection between a material object or picture and a thought. The point is the body. Not a card or anything outside of us.  I am the self and the mind can be trained to feel safe enough to recognize that we are one in the same and nothing is missing.  What I think is far away out there is actually right here as me and once our mind recognizes this, the false thought is immediately dissolved.  Continuous practice of redirecting a negative thought drifting out there and transforming it with a positive thought back to self right here in this moment is a powerful alchemical solidification of incorporating our soul with self.  This is Self-Love.  It’s almost like the memory game where you must pick 2 cards that match.  That’s what tarot and oracle cards are; however, we must be sure that we are making the right matches because again if you aren’t in full control of your thoughts then we are subject to what the reader is saying. The reader isn’t wrong in what they are saying, this is their interpretation, and it may very well be the exact visual or verbal validation that you need to align with the thoughts that you are having. This is how it can be exceptionally transformative in terms of healing and achieving your dreams.

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 More on my personal method of how I read and channel intuitive messages is by expressing to person that this is the energy within them and ways out of illusion, I know there is value in what I do and I know why I do it because people doing readings can have power over you, I always like to provide that open space for others to create their own scenarios, I understand I needed to know what was for me and what was for others.  Also, not to allow others to create scenarios in my personal dream. I make sure that I am doing my own thing and it is secure before I reveal and allow any of the energy to flow through as this protects the person I am reading for and myself. I also channel the energy and leave my personal out of it, so it does not affect my growth or personal dreams and goals. I can’t explain how I know to do that, but I had to go through experiencing and prioritizing my own first then I can channel for others and not include my own.  What I am also channeling is the collective energy which yes does include me too but to have a personal reading is not selfish, it’s smart and I had to learn that.

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Thank you for reading and thank you for trusting me to be your guidance and spiritual support friend!

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Jennifer Suzanne Abbott